choices

listen to : pwgskns - welcoming the sophomore

hem, this have been my habit since the GVT things hoaaaaaaaaaa
sleep so lately. like now, it's already 11 pm but im still awake and o n l i n e zzzzz
sbenernya, niat malem ini sih belajar, mau ngrjain tugas bu puji yg 'karangan persuasi' yg sjak 3 minggu lalu ktunda2 :|, tp yaa namanya juga udah sifat lahir ya mau gmana lagi, skalinya ada tulisan d board 'status : connected' yaaa lgsg online haha nah niat sbenerny mau searching materi gtu, eh eh eh lamaa, yaudah akhrnya trketiklah 'www.facebook.com' yaaaa you know laah endingnya gmana. ya bsa ktebak, akhirny ak lbih konsen ma fesbuk, 1 tab buat googling, 4 tab buat fesbuk, 1 tab buat blogging :DD wahwahwah plajar macam apa saya ini ya? udah sering ijin kluar kelas, ratau sinau, eh wktu istirahat buat ngenet, wktu blajar buat tidur. ealahlah mau jdi ap saya nanti? zzzzzzzz

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oke oke back to reality, jngankan cita - cita, orang mau IPA IPSnya aj ak blm jelas. aaaaaa. so many things that i have to decide. hem, klo diliat dari minat sih, ak dri kcil pgen design hem hem hem tp gatau deh, ak jg g bgitu yakin gtu. yg jelas im not interested of being a doctor at all! i thought it was and it is boring, because everyone just wants that job (idih sok banget eke V). nah nah mkanya, akhr2 ini ak pgen msuk arsitek haha soalny kan ad design2ny juga and i always love building and design, so that's it, ak lbih condong pgen k IPA hmeeeeeee. dan you know what? wktu tes psikologi minat, hsil tes minat prtamaku : SCIENCE. whooaaa bgt, i didn't expect that before. alesan slanjtnya, IPA lbih fleksibel (nahloo plinplan ai), ntar kalo tiba2 ak pgen jd insinyur tp ak msuk IPS kan gbs.. tp yg bkin ak dilemaa, d skolahku tuh klo yg IPS hmpir smuanya sukses msuk PTN whoaaaaaaa. jumat minggu lalu, ad training motivasi leadership ma pnjurusan gtu d skolah. ak kan ikut tuh, siapa tau bner2 bs bkin mantep. but i was wrong. this motivator just making me more confused about the choice i've to decide. what the huh. hemmm there's just still 3 more months to go, three months to think all about this.

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