people beneath the skin.

daughter of joy. sister of bliss.
you're all my joy and where the bliss came from.

blah

30 03 2012. happy birthday to me.

I finally reached this age. Bigger number for bigger aim. :)

~

highschool never ends. craziest birthday surprise. damn. haha damn ya'll too great! XXX

superawsome hanging-alphabet. all handmade. awesome future architect is awsum. *headbang*

looks similar to my twttr's ava. deer oh deer.  just llllllove it!

blah

  

I keep thinking about this river somewhere, with the water moving really fast. And these two people in the water, trying to hold onto each other, holding on as hard as they can, but in the end it’s just too much. The current’s too strong. They’ve got to let go, drift apart. That’s how it is with us. It’s a shame, Kath, because we’ve loved each other all our lives. But in the end, we can’t stay together forever.
- Kazuo Ishiguro

"Karena membaca dan menulis membuat saya tetap waras."

quoted.

I need another storage.

hidup setelah liburan.

berantakan.

I need another storage!

baju berserakan.

cardigan ibu. cardigan favorit.

bags. 

barang2 kuliah -,- masih ada karung goni bekas ospek juga *sigh.

blah

hey there, remember?

life after college

Itunes open lyk always; pencils & sharpener are my weapons.

eraser is a must-have saviour.

sketch&sketch.

messy workspace. *sigh*

this is just a beginning. though it'll be hard-yet-long path, I'll enjoy it. Lots of fun awaits. :)

blah

self assure

so, this is the short story; got drown in tears in a whole day, couldn't sleep well, even I was crying in my sleep. so pathetic. I know. that was the first time I free-fall so hard, could't hold any single tears. it just drown me. till I was tired of crying. I tried to memorize the funny things, works, for some seconds, the rest was just a flood of tears came from my eyes. Then I was trying to listened to my playlist, a happy playlist. works, for some minutes, the rest was just a flash-back time, pathetic. Finally, I read. it works. till now. feel so better after that. I read a lot, magazines, comics, novels. so helping. then I picture all of my thoughts, trying to visualize all of those forlon into a new hope; fight the future series. enjoy :)

I'll fight the future, for you, for us, universe.

life's may grew complicately. somehow we gotta do what we want, push all the limit, cause actually the limitation comes from here, from our heart, be brave. love what we do, do what we love, we hand our fortune. cause there will be no end in this universe, in our aftermath. what we're always have is chapters. one chapter, two, hundreds, thousands chapters of our life. we just need to open them, one by one.

for all of the postponed obsession. for all of the hanging dreams. liebe from this girl. liebe. 5 cm liebe. stay close.

blahxxxx

in my cocoon. bored to death.

I'll post this one in Indonesian :)

sekarang saya sedang di kamar, di hari kedua ramadhan taun ini, ditengah matahari yang lagi jion sama bumi, dan saya sedang bosan akut. a long term boredom.. 

"I've nothing to do and I hate that. 

because usually I always had any idea what about to do, 

and I now I just don't" 

males banget menghadapi siang - siang seperti ini. sebenernya kalo ngaji dan belajar malah lebih berpahala ya dibanding nggrundel di blog aaa tapi yaudah lah, namanya juga lagi jauh sama mood bagus. jadi akhirnya saya berakhir diantara picture file saya saat liburan ke Bogor dan Jakarta, actually when I'm pretending to be a master of enviroment and landscape engineer :DDD dengan sedikit sotoshoppin, jadilah beberapa pict ini. here, enjoy :)

jakarta's afternoon polluted sky

the high and the low. capitalism

messy infastructure. I'd love to help when i'm an engineer :p

build. build. build. hey bosses, better you spent your money on improving what the city have had.

blah

hand wave

vote

the sanggar tari dance

bondan and fade 2 black in action

wohoo, finally the school music event's thingie has finished :) I'm kinda miss the crews and also the hectic situations hehe but well, I've got to face the truth that I'm now a third grader (wish me luck in 2010/2011 :D) and I guess I've had enough memories to remember when I'm graduated later. 

I've got enough karaoke time, I've got enough bowling strikes, I've got enough watching movies, I've got enough danger trip far away, I've got enough birthday gatherings, I've got enough gigs-to-go,  I've got enough being out from home all day long and so on. gotta postpone it for a while ;) (ih gayane) haha

blah

#totalrandom

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für den roten Himmel blaue Luftballons candy Gras gelbe Sonne Meer Green Ocean Vögel violetten Lilien Blume Land regen Filme Musiken iPod Computer-grau schwarz weiss zebra girrafe Photoshop Eis Kamera All Time Low Hellogoodbye Kunst Skizzenbuch Turnschuhe Gummischuhe Pink Orange Pfirsich Joghurt Donuts Scanner glow in the dunkle Fläche Sofa Magazin Pop-up-Kaffee-Tee Vitamin C Wolke Wind die Bäume und die wilden und alle wegen meiner Lieblingsbeschäftigungen.

Ich vermisse dich

pour le ciel rouge bleu bonbons ballons de la mer d'herbe jaune soleil vert oiseaux océan violet fleur de lys terres films pluie musiques iPod ordinateur gris noir blanc photoshop girrafe zèbre crème glacée appareil tous all time low hellogoodbye art chaussures en caoutchouc sketchbook espadrilles rose pêche yaourt orange beignets scanners brillent dans le sombre pop magazine avion canapé au café de vitamine C thé nuage brise les arbres et les sauvages et toutes les raisons de mes choses préférées.

Tu me manques

for the red sky blue balloons candy grass yellow sun sea green ocean birds violet lily flower land rain movies musics iPod computer gray black white zebra girrafe photoshop ice cream camera all time low hellogoodbye art sketchbook sneakers rubber shoes pink orange peach yoghurt donuts  scanners glow in the dark plane sofa magazine pop up coffee tea vitamin C cloud breeze the trees and the wild and all the sake of my favorite things.

I-miss-you

blah