things I've done lately

Rabu kemarin libur hari guru...

"A-sik-a-sik-li-bur-an",

jerit hati saya, tapi males banget gatau mau ngapain hari itu. bored to the max zz nggak tau siapa yang bisa diajak pergi juga, males melas banget lah. akhirnya saya lihat tembok kamar saya yang masih kosong. ngebuka2 jendela internetchs, dapet inspirasi deh <3>

about 8 AM, nina came to my house; ask me to made a kind of birthday card for her, ehem, bestfriend :P

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I made this (above) on the 3rd year of my JHS; UAN stressed out :pp so, I sticked it to my wall

Then, my last work of the day; a greeting card for my door :D

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after making those artworks, I felt that this holiday sweat a worth. I love that feeling :-) then I go swimming, alone! so I could be focus and laaaast, craving for j.cool! yeah

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eleventh

moody; abstract mind, bourdained of thoughts

disorientation; nowhere to go, confused by ourselves

labile; sensitive? easy to explode when given a shake

those are three words that I've learnt in this November rain.

how about you? :)

p.s: 2 months&i knw y better :p amin

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lunatic insomniac

ah akhir2 ini jadwal tidur saya berantakan! apa2an deh ya, tidur jam 8 malem, bangun jam 12, tidur lagi jam 3, bangun jam 5, sekolah...........

muka saya kayak orang teler.

bener deh. memble gajelas tiap pagi. dan situasi seperti ini bikin emosi jadi fluktuatif, naik turun, panas dingin, kayak lagunya katy perry gitu dechtsss. ah gapenting. yang jelas, sekarang saya sedang teler berat pengen tidur, tapi eh apa daya mata ga bisa shut down. yaudah as usual buka komputer, dibanding buka fisika :B ditambah lagi, hari - hari libur buat hibernasi malah saya buat jadi hari hari capek.

ngeluh itu nggak bagus, saya tahu persis

tapi ya gimanaaa. saya sedang sedikit depresi sama jam tidur saya. ini aja saya belum mandi loh -,- tidur dari jam 5an sore trus bangun jam setengah 12 malam, gimana mau mandi? malah rematik tulang keropos ohno maan :O --lebay

wah gimana ini gimana ini pengen liburan tapi seminggu lagi mid. ah gatau waktu dan tempat banjeheeeets deh saya. ah emang yg namanya orang gapernah puas kali ya wouwo.
ah tapi yaudah deh, jadwal nggak karuan ancur gini, mumpung masih kelas 2 haha inget - inget deh besok kelass tiga udah gabisa ngapa2.

"jadi robotnya uan, belajar - les - pembinaan - try out."

argk. mndingan ikut acara2 raceto kayak di kelas dua :B manfaatin waktu. sma cuman 3 tahun sayangnya -- stressing but also enjoyable. i hope :)


straight plan for a week forward \m/
nyelesain artikel yang udah berabad - abad incomplete (kita punya 'miyabi project' loh, a kind of a secret prjct :B); pinjem catetan temen secara catetan saya bolong - bolong, kalo lagi niat ya full warna - warni, kalo enggak ya udah tulisan latin gajelas, ruwet begete deh; nonton tontayyy, eh gelah belom prnah ntn sama sekali, penasaran liat hasil latian tmn2 tonti di sekolah :D; pergi kemana gitu yang jelas main, ohemjeh butuh hiburan lalala;


sekilas informasi yang bisa saya berikan di malam, ehem, maksut saya pagi buta ini. im sorry of being a bit lunatic, but this is all i can do. biar nggak stress gitu hlo, nulis - nulis aja yyeyeye

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life is a party

belajar ngeBokeh

everything is okay, in the end; if it's not okay, so it's not the end :)

life is a party we have to celebrate, no matter how hard and how damn it was and would be.

life is not damn thing over another, it's damn thing over and over.....................

in the middle of self reconstruction,
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picnic; departure

below; read up the map, heil GPS

below, my favourite :3

random shots
22 of September <3>
jatim has a good scenery, doesn't it?


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i don't even care if my mom or my sister read this post, and stare me like 'what are you doing' with big eyes and opened mouth

too many words to be spread. too many heartbeats to count. and too many feelings to be thrown. that's what i think when i have to described you, dude. i have known you one year ago, yes one year ago, since when i went to our highschool. and i think i pretty know you. we're never that far, and so do never that close before. you're the one i could never forget, i don't know why. being around y never makes me nervous or what, i just comfortable with you. maybe because we've known each other for a pretty long time, but i respect you as my friends i just think you're such a best friend of mine, i share my story and all my yells to you.
im not waiting for you to say, i even didn't dare to. i don't want to be those optimistic, being with you is just nice enough. letting you know that i do care for you is just what i want to. im not pushing you to claim or underlining our relation. i just want you to know, and want me to know that you do.
it's all unpredictable, im letting it flows as the time goes. settle my mind to the nothing to loose mode, but then you did say. thanks for what you've done :) now, im still wondering, how would this life be when there's no you inside my lifetime page...
too many words to be spread. too many heartbeats to count. and too many feelings to be thrown... yes it is.


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mygohddd

mygod. dulu saya mencerca habis2an artis beginian. tapi sekarang saya kena karma --



but this one, it's good y knw. the fashion sense&the clip&the dance are damn good. y should check thisssss out. ohmygohd, kuhl!


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