Sunday, October 18, 2009

lunatic insomniac

ah akhir2 ini jadwal tidur saya berantakan! apa2an deh ya, tidur jam 8 malem, bangun jam 12, tidur lagi jam 3, bangun jam 5, sekolah...........


muka saya kayak orang teler.

bener deh. memble gajelas tiap pagi. dan situasi seperti ini bikin emosi jadi fluktuatif, naik turun, panas dingin, kayak lagunya katy perry gitu dechtsss. ah gapenting. yang jelas, sekarang saya sedang teler berat pengen tidur, tapi eh apa daya mata ga bisa shut down. yaudah as usual buka komputer, dibanding buka fisika :B ditambah lagi, hari - hari libur buat hibernasi malah saya buat jadi hari hari capek.

ngeluh itu nggak bagus, saya tahu persis

tapi ya gimanaaa. saya sedang sedikit depresi sama jam tidur saya. ini aja saya belum mandi loh -,- tidur dari jam 5an sore trus bangun jam setengah 12 malam, gimana mau mandi? malah rematik tulang keropos ohno maan :O --lebay

wah gimana ini gimana ini pengen liburan tapi seminggu lagi mid. ah gatau waktu dan tempat banjeheeeets deh saya. ah emang yg namanya orang gapernah puas kali ya wouwo.
ah tapi yaudah deh, jadwal nggak karuan ancur gini, mumpung masih kelas 2 haha inget - inget deh besok kelass tiga udah gabisa ngapa2.

"jadi robotnya uan, belajar - les - pembinaan - try out."

argk. mndingan ikut acara2 raceto kayak di kelas dua :B manfaatin waktu. sma cuman 3 tahun sayangnya -- stressing but also enjoyable. i hope :)


straight plan for a week forward \m/
nyelesain artikel yang udah berabad - abad incomplete (kita punya 'miyabi project' loh, a kind of a secret prjct :B); pinjem catetan temen secara catetan saya bolong - bolong, kalo lagi niat ya full warna - warni, kalo enggak ya udah tulisan latin gajelas, ruwet begete deh; nonton tontayyy, eh gelah belom prnah ntn sama sekali, penasaran liat hasil latian tmn2 tonti di sekolah :D; pergi kemana gitu yang jelas main, ohemjeh butuh hiburan lalala;


sekilas informasi yang bisa saya berikan di malam, ehem, maksut saya pagi buta ini. im sorry of being a bit lunatic, but this is all i can do. biar nggak stress gitu hlo, nulis - nulis aja yyeyeye

blaah

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

life is a party


belajar ngeBokeh





everything is okay, in the end; if it's not okay, so it's not the end :)

life is a party we have to celebrate, no matter how hard and how damn it was and would be.
life is not damn thing over another, it's damn thing over and over.....................





in the middle of self reconstruction,
blah

Sunday, September 27, 2009

picnic; departure


below; read up the map, heil GPS





below, my favourite :3

random shots
22 of September <3>
jatim has a good scenery, doesn't it?


blah

Saturday, September 26, 2009

i don't even care if my mom or my sister read this post, and stare me like 'what are you doing' with big eyes and opened mouth


too many words to be spread. too many heartbeats to count. and too many feelings to be thrown. that's what i think when i have to described you, dude. i have known you one year ago, yes one year ago, since when i went to our highschool. and i think i pretty know you. we're never that far, and so do never that close before. you're the one i could never forget, i don't know why. being around y never makes me nervous or what, i just comfortable with you. maybe because we've known each other for a pretty long time, but i respect you as my friends i just think you're such a best friend of mine, i share my story and all my yells to you.
im not waiting for you to say, i even didn't dare to. i don't want to be those optimistic, being with you is just nice enough. letting you know that i do care for you is just what i want to. im not pushing you to claim or underlining our relation. i just want you to know, and want me to know that you do.
it's all unpredictable, im letting it flows as the time goes. settle my mind to the nothing to loose mode, but then you did say. thanks for what you've done :) now, im still wondering, how would this life be when there's no you inside my lifetime page...
too many words to be spread. too many heartbeats to count. and too many feelings to be thrown... yes it is.


blah

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

mygohddd

mygod. dulu saya mencerca habis2an artis beginian. tapi sekarang saya kena karma --



but this one, it's good y knw. the fashion sense&the clip&the dance are damn good. y should check thisssss out. ohmygohd, kuhl!


blah

Saturday, September 12, 2009

pictetsch

my random pict, my one year :]
we're fresh sophomore
me, dika, abel, ami
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we're the junior now!

still; dika, me, ami, abel, lina, dias!

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sanden; <3

me, ami, echa, fitha, royan, chandra, rifki, manda, arsyi, aldi

put this on deviantart!http://dissa-hellyeah.deviantart.com

blaah

my favorite song, for now!

hey, i just heard this song&&suddenly just loove it <3<3

iheartfriday&&saturday!

owl city - saltwater room

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that arent there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time


Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn't let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights when we count all the ship lights
I guess Ill never know why sparrows love the snow
We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

Our time together is just never quite enough
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?

So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time.



blaah