bigger window : the net

currently listening to : the SIGIT- new generation

snap snap snaaaaaaaaaaap!
ceritanya nih kemarin Sabtu ak satnite sambil nonton the SIGIT gitu. pdahal aslinya sih mau nonton acara jazz fest gitu, tp karena kbetulan mb med mau nebengin, yaaa aku milih ntn sigit aja hahahaha lagipula ak jg lg pgen jingkrak2 :3
waktu pas udah nyampe venue, ada yang menarik tuh. begitu masuk abis di cap, ak masuk jalan keliling2 gitu bareng mb med kakak klasku gitu. nah disitu ak ngerasa rada aneh aja. gatau kenapa ak ngerasa familiar sama org2 yang ada dsana. semacam 'weh, inikan ini', 'loh, kyknya ak pernah liat deh' dan blablabla. banyak banget deh, selain emg org yang aku kenal langsung, banyak banget deh muka - muka familiar di kanan kiri. padahal ya, klalo dipikir Kridosono kan gede juga zzz
well, ternyata kakak kelasku itu jg ngerasain hal yang sama. abis dipikir2, wajar aja lah kalo ternyata kita kenal tampang2 tadi. bukan karena emang ngeksis naudubilah atau sok bereksis atau gimana. tapi simple aja, because of : facebook -______- ga ngerti juga, ini bisa dibilang efek bagus apa buruk. karena akunya yang krg krjaan nginget2 temen fesbuk apa orang jogja itu itu doang bzz yang jelas ak ngerasa inilah pngaruh dunia maya gitu (ceilah).
kalo pndapatku sndiri sih, efek bagusnya adalah yaa kita jadi bisa tmbah kenal bnyak orang gitu dan tau apa aja yg lagi happening, secra kan skrg bukan buku doang yang jndela dunia. kalo buku jendela, si internet mah udah jelas gerbangnya gitchu (lebih gede critanya). jadi yaa, kita jdi tau bnyak hal trmasuk orang2 itu tadi. cntohnya aja nih, kmrn tmenku crita 'eh tdi brusan aja ak knalan lgsg sama *si A*, pdahal di FB udah wall2an sok ngakrab gitu'. nah ini yg ak mksud mmperbanyak tmen gitu. selain emg mengakrabkan kenalan hem hem hem
buruknya nih, ga semua orang mau nyapa atau kenalan 'beneran' sm org di dunia maya tadi. padahal maybe aja di dunia online itu tadi ud sok berakarab ria seakan teman lama. jadi yaa, cntohnya sih ak sndiri, udah sok sok berwall gitu, tp pas ketemu diem aja. emang sih, butuh kbranian buat nyapa duluan apa gimana. tpi kan aneh gitu yaa, sok kenal gitudeh kesannya zzz tp emg kyk yg prnah dbahas di koran2, kalo di Indo msih mnding banget, dimana prtemanan di the net itu bsa dlanjutin di dunia asli. yg dtakutin kn sbenernya : orang2 jadi autis sm dunia sekitar gara2 stuck online doang. jadi intensitas ketemu atau interaksi 'nyata' jadi brkurang gtu gara2 keasikan oh-el. hemm
tp emg net net world itu ud gabisa dipisahin lagi kali ya dari hdup kt sekarang. mulai FS>FB>twitter/plurk/myspace/blog/multiply/ym/msn/mxit blablabla pasti ud prnah kta coba kan? gila deh emang. bru bbrapa taun ada udah bkin perubahan yg segitu gedenya. apalagi situs2 diatas gitu udah ada saluran mobilenya. makin gmpang ngakses ajadeh. jadi bnyak orang yg sok ngeksis dan bangga bngt bisa eksis di net net world, pdahal di dunia nyata autis gitu, mngkin ini yg dtakutin media kali ya, hmmmmeee

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four-o-rama

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
Dis, Sapi, Dissa, Gundul, Lambe ergh

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
30 maret pentiiing banget! 20 juni kece 8 juni 23 MEI 2009

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
blog, ngerjain kimia, nggrundel, ngeplurk

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
listening music! jump, ride my grandpa's old bike <3

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
teman seperjuangan dulu, my design teacher LOL

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
macbook, slr, cellphone, mentahan juga oke :D

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
capturing picture, doodling, main sobyong, listen to music

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
bali! hawaii! NYC japaaaaan

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
frestea greentea yeah

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
dompet, hape, flashdisk, karet rambut

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
blue yell-o red green

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
nowhere with my friends

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
ortu keluarga temen lomo!

TOP FOUR ASIAN ACTORS:
radooong

FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
my blog sotosop my lomo HANDPHONE

FOUR FAVOURITE "UNUSUAL" SONGS:
she and him - why do you let me stay here, the sigit - save me <3

FOUR EVENTS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET:
birthday, yesterday, last friday :)), tomorrow

FOUR THINGS YOU OFTEN DID WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
doodling, reading, riding bike then get fall hahaha, refuse to eat! yeay

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANT TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
mas izza deh, shuluuuuh hahaha!

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
gada kerjaan maaaan :p

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ignorable

currently listening to : SID feat Shaggy Dog - Jika Kami Bersama

yeah yeah yeah, basi sih aku baru suka sekarang sama tuh lagu -.- lagunya bagus trnyata haha kalo ngedengerin jadi mbayangin kekompakan gitu. yang bener2 brotherhood sejati gitu deh, kumpul bareng2, berjuang sama sama, seru2an bareng, bebas dan lain lain zzzzzzzz
daaaaaaaan itu sangat menohok ya, in my status quo right now, rasanya pengen banget rewind ke masa masa ak di kepanitiaan umum awal tahun lalu. pengen banget, ak bilang. dulu kayaknya seru, ngefeel banget deh pokoknya asik.
di semester dua ini ak included in suatu program umum yang ak pikir seru banget. I think it'll gonna be the most challenging, exciting , interesting organization. I looked from the people included there, they were seems so cool and fun. We made this great concept, this goood title and tagline and blablabla. I was so happy to be part of it, in case I was ffelt a bit unignorable there. I tried and tried to built my confidencies, to spoke up what is my idea, though I never felt so comfortable there, I tried to be. Because of why? Because I was loving this event so much.
Till I can't be able to keep this boredom, this shit-evil-thoughts to be locked in my own heart anymore. I was freaking out. I felt I'm invisible. In every forum they made. I hate this feeling, this rubbish situation. Maybe I'm too immature and egoistic to face this. Yes I'm over react, just a big load of rubbish that can't do anything. But here, I have this spirit, I have this hope for this things. Hm but yeah I don't even know whether I still have those spirit z. And I do the efforts. I do my job, ladies and gentlemaaaaan. Hey guys, yeah I'm a sophomore, I'm a rookie. I'm nnnot as great as my partner that included in those what is that school org or what. But hey please, I want to be visible in your eyes. I want to speak up an hear what's the newest matter from this event. Yes sir I'm a rookie but I had this big vision spinning in my head. Huh scheiss. Yeah maybe I'm too hyperbolic in here, but heeeey this is just my opinion and this is what I've felt.
Beside this rude cruel smothering matter, I've finally found my own world. Where I can speak up and show my idea. Where there people noticed what I've said. And where I can make my own great team and build our case together. Thanks God for giving me this little oase inside the huge silly dessert z.

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*bad english, haha so what

hey there

hey there, vision-mate
I miss all of our dream
when we stared out together
our plan for the future
and our chit chat about this complicated life

hey there, laugh-mate
where you've been
may you don't even care about me
about all the castle we've built inside our brain

now we're the different person
we're go strike the through with our own ways
you with yours
and me with mine

you hate the rule, you break it
I hate the rule, I do it
I try to be this acceptable
may now I'm going to be naive, being this fake

you groan all the time
I scream out loud
then I try to harmonizing every different mosaic
every another aspect we crash
where're you my dear fellas?
you don't even remind me when I'm losing out this thought
you hang me on this matter, alone

dear you, I miss you and all of our big kite on the sky

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not a sunmorning lol

yeah it's holiday time again and again \m/ pun bsok bkal ada hri kjepit, jumat, so whaat lah. yg pnting ada libur. haha.
nah, last sunday I went to the sunmor at ugm. okay, don't call it sunmor because I went there from Adis's home at 9 am and the sun was super duper bright!

1. Adis's HooomeAdis is my neighbor. Ini ceritanya krg krjaan njuk moto2 gajelas zz I captured this, kyk debu2 gt yg kna sinar matahari, ceilah. Nah yaaa, ak yg prtama nyampe rmah dia loh, j stgh 7an \m/

2. Parking Area
abis nunggu lama be-eng di rumah adis, kita nyampe juga k sunmor yg masih rame. smbil nunggu si Yoga dtg + Tomo k kmar mandi, kita trial foto2 gtu di tmpat parkir, ngetes2 dll gajelas pk kameranya lala. everybody were moaned and groaned about the sun that day zz panaas bgt --" mana lama pula tuh 2 org dtg

3. EATyeaaaay! we finally eat eat. stelah g kuat nahan laper, kita nemuin ini warung tenda biru, ceileh. mygoood, ak kyk ank ilang gt. korban self-timer hrrr. scara ak yg nytel gt yaa, njuk g ready to be picted -.-

4. Sing!biasanya klo d sunmor kan ad org2 yg ngamen gt, kbanyakan bences gt. nah klo yg kyk gni ak blm prnah ddtengin. scara kmrn kbanyakn big group gini ngeskip kta, tkut g dksi duit kali ya, scara kita remaja kere look-a-like -_______-

5. Splashing money!
abis kenyang, kita jalan ngalor-ngidul gt. tau2 nemu pdagang kaki lima gt, jual gelang inkubator apalah namanya itu with plenty plenty of coloooours (yg sbnernya ud pasaran beut)! singkat cerita kt smua ud beli, tinggal tomo yg lamaaaaa-a-a beut milih2nya, seabad sndiri deh. hrganya 2rban gt, njuk kita tawar 5rb 3, apa bdanya coba? hem

6. HEY SNAKE!with camera in hand, we entered the campus field. nah dket situ ada skumpulan org gt bawa ular. their size were sooo big! vivin sm adis sok nyoba2 megang gt, tp mreka malah geli sndiri, kyk bantal dngin gtu sih zz FYI ularnya it mreka pelihara + dtemuin sndiri hlo z

7. Meet the Eden

aduh lebay ya judulnya hehehe tp emang spotnya gahul beut. dngin gt, brasa di cool foreign country gt zzz trus tmpatnya mnurutk timeless, brasa jadul dsana. mana kmrn lg g bnyak orang lewat, puas self timer hahahaha :B

8. LEAAAVEjam 12an gt kita balik deeeeeeeh. tapi tujuan utama unacomplished : cari semacam stroberi yg dikasih coklat2 itu, apa itu namanya :B

okaaaay, then ak nonton case of benjamin buttonnya brad pitt gt d rumah adis. pulang j 5 -.-
what a

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