say cheese!

whoaa. i can't wait for the 8th of MARCH! I'm so ^&*^*($.
akhir2 ini ak sih ngjalanin smuanya dgan santai, bner2 g mikir haha. abisny malah klo mkirin trus malah jadi so-boring and sour. hem hem then I went out, seeing pee wee gaskins and killms, and laaast picked up these meaningful quotes :)

“Optimist: Person who travels on nothing from nowhere to happiness” Mark Twain

“The optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious to the rose” Kahlil Gibran

"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give" Confucius

heft. in this life, we had to have an aim.

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orange

hm, sometimes i just felt like wanna throwing up all of my stomach.
i hate those feeling. just so disgusting and sick. yesterday, i felt that. that's all because of the smell of my father's car. the smell was so awck. i just wanna breath then. hft so smelly. i hate that.
then, im home. and i saw an angelic things. yes ORANGE. haha


i have a habit. yes, eating orange. i just love that. decrease my throw-up-feeling. i love that, especially the little one. the hem, i forget the name :p

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after school daily life

yeahs.
hri ini lmayan lah, bsa TMC :D hrusny seneng bs TMC, tp kdg2 ngrsa useless, nahlo aneh kan? zz.
eya, hari ini jumat. artinyaa... eng ing eng adaaaaaaaaaa 'mentoring!'. hiyah.
gatau knapa, mentoring in my mind itu udah malesin duluan. dari sejak masuk SMA smester 1, ud dwajibin yg nmny mentoring yg ak pikir cman ngabis2in wkt doang. males bgt deeh pkokny. psti yg ada cman forum2 ngaji yg oh-so-boring. g krasa, ak ud suudhan duluan ma hal-hal yg brbau rohis dan mentoring. ak tuh males diingetin dll. males d cramahin zz. apalagi, wkt awal2 semester 2 kmaren. mb mentorku tuh g asek bgt. orgny pndiem, pasif (wah, evil bgt ya perspektifk), ya mbosenin gtu deh, mana tmen2nya pda diem smua pula. ak sering bgt mbolos, total ak cman msuk 3 kali dari skiaan pertemuan. hhe.
nah, skrg kan mb mnetorny gnti lagi. awlny ak udah niat bkal bolos trus. scara ak males ma hal2 kyk gtu. eh, malah ak smentor ma ririe (tmen skolah sbangku seles2an). hla ak pkir ririe tuh males2an mntoring gtu kyk ak. eh eh eh tnyata dy tuh lmayan rajin dan excited, whoa.


yaudah deh ak ikt mntoring. eh tnyata yg skrg mbakny lmayan asek dan extrovert. jdi ya lmayan g mbosenin dan sdikit ngrubah perspektfk slama ini tntg mntoring dll.

hha
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obsessed

aku suka lomo, tapi masih eman beli, mnding buat iuran TT atau TUC :p

fufufu**

I felt useless. yes useless. Yeah, sometimes in my life, i have this boredom point. the very down point of my life. I've ever felt this before. when I was a sophomore. Many pressure. hhhhhhhhh. now, i need someone to talk all over my thought. i do have a friends.even, they're my friends, they seems like too tired to listen to me. call me egoistic, but i do really need someone to talk to. my friends, they seem had a bigger problem than ME. so i doubt to talked to them. bzzzzzz then, i felt useless. useless for my team. yeah, tomorrow I'll be better! go-go-go I'm tired of this thought, this feeling. and I hate when some people seeing me 'not right'. example, this three person.

• This boy, is my classmate, he see me like a typical stupid, shallow, gossip girl. Yeah, i know, he is so religious, smart and etc etc. But, he just don't know me AT ALL. I know about my religion, i know how it means to me. Maybe I'm not that strong in my religion, and my knowledge about it is above him. But, he doesn't know, i have this thought about a religion wider than him. he is a nerd about the religion, he doesn't think wide, think big. he just so extreme, narrow minded. i dislike him. i hope he'll has a enlightenment, someday.

• The second human is my friend. We may close, but not that close. She just saw me like a child, and immature person. I hate the way she saw me. Her expression is : flat, tired, and her text to me is so so so concise. when i saw her text, i deleted it suddenly. because i hate it. I've tried to be good to her. being very nice, always smile at her. but what she has give to me was just a shit. I try to be very patient at her. I confuse, what I've done to her? until she seems like dislike me. I try to be very careful when I gave a deadline to her. All I do to make her still healthy, no tired.
  

• The third person is ergh. sometimes she is okay but sometimes she is argh. her face is aaaaaaaaaaa. she is a friend of the second shit I told to you. yeah, the way she looks at me is so same with the second person. I don't like the way she told me. She's a typically a person who act-like-teacher. And I hate that. Iam not stupid. I know what I must to do. and she is so clever at making me so useless thanks!

For you guys. YOU JUST DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL. talk to my shoe!
*yeah, maybe it looks like so negative. but it is jus a thought, an opinion.
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thanks!

i ENJOYED this day! haha
tadi pagi, biasa lah, datengnya rada ngaret2 gitu hehehe terus ak ambil poster TUC di belakang lemari meja resepsionis sekolah gitu! yeah posternya oke banget. i love it :))ak cman ikut 2 jam plajaran prtama, plajaran b.indonya bu atun. abis itu ak mbolos, buat publikasi. sbnernya, boleh mbolos tuh kalo udah j k 4, tapi apa daya, scara surat2 pngantar blm beres, ak ya mbolos ma prima vivin izan yoga ngewangi tete cari ttd kepsek ma pak singgih (wakasek). ribet bgt deh wkt itu. ak ngrasa useless bgt buat tim publi -.- kita nulis2 nama SMP yang mau dtuju, trus bolak balik dari lantai 3 ke lobby, beli doubletape, nytempel amplop surat, etc etc. smua ini bkin ak inget sama plaksanaan publi (lagi2 ak pubdekdok) CAT -lomba art buat ank SD ma TK dlm rngka HUT skolah gtu deh- yang bner2 ngiwut, dan sjujurny yg plg ak takutin. eh trnytata sama ribet soalny unprepared, huh sori ya temen2.
sempet d usir ma pak singgih juga tadi.
P Singgih : Heh, jarene publikasi?!
Kita : Iya pak, iya pak (sambil beres2 semua kertas, surat dll)
P Singgih : Nek ora gek lunga publikasi, kana mlebu pelajaran! (jalan ndeketin kita)
Kita : oh i-iya pak (lari, lgsg naik motor k luar skolah)
P Singgih : kana kana.. (ndeketin kita smbil bawa sapu)
aaaaaaaaa, horor deh waktu itu.
akhrnya kita smua publikasi k SMP2 yg jauh2 hahaha, bnyak crita lah haha. Nah, yg bkin ak seneng, dlm durasi 4 jam stelah kita publiikasi, lgsg ad yg dftar via sms lah, telpon lah, ma dtg k skolah :) tdi wkt rakor, kita seneng bgt, tnyata masy pada excited. yeahs.

love today.
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todaay.
hem hem ak makan bu-an-nyak bang-et BENG BENG HAZELNUT. sumpah rasanya g nahan men. I'm addicted to :)) so do my classmates. ak vivin azie hana ngabisin 8 bungkus at the same time loh. ketagihan banget, sejak prtama dapet bengbeng gretongan pas itu loh, hmm yang acara beng beng valentine valentinean. aha just love it too much. hari ini total 3 ak makan BBH (maunya sih nambah, apa daya, dipaksa, dpaksa kantong cekak).
trus hari ini juga ad kumpul2 publi tuctuc dan yeah. yeah this. THANKS A LOT FOR my PUBLIMATES. prima + vina, they work so hard, your designs rock me out, thanks. maaf banget buat tete nih, ak g konfirm yg surat pngantar bwt skolah2. abis ak lupa (duh alesannya jelek beud, g profe blass), gatau knapa jdi linglung gtu akhir2 ini. sok ngrasa berat. bzzzzzzzzzz. sori banget buat kalian semua. BUT THE GOOD SIDE OF TODAY IS : I'VE ALREADY TAKEN OUR POSTERS. and it's really billy silly ROCKS \m/. warnanya my goat keren bgt. ga sia sia ak repot k percetakan dll. kali ini, thanks buat yoga + vivin yang udah mau nemenin (duo bawel, bkin ak g mati kutu di pcetakan kita). oya, a lot thanks for kika juga yang mau nyetakkin sgitu bnyak kop buat kita scr gretongan. trus kmaren ak makasih bgt sama izan. we've learned a lot lesson that day zan. ujan-ujanan dari bank *pip* kampret lah. bwt ami lina galih (go paskib go) uma ando juga. jalan kita msih lama nih, ciye. ga lupa juga buat peje, ayu, happy bday ya :B
pkoknya thanks buat semuanya. sori kalo slama ini ak g profe haha. aaaa i'm a silly, typically a know-nothing person. thanks all. hem. oyeah for all. se-mang-at :)

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sixteen things I wish to happen

1. live peace in heaven :))
2. HOLIDAY
3. acara TE-U-CE yang berhasil + berlaba :)
4. new CONVERSATION TEACHER haha
5. main ma temen2 lamaaaaaaa
6. meet a really new people
7. my GPRS mode on zzz
8. W595
9. a laptop with giga giga memory and webcam :)
10. LOMO LOMO LOMO
11. a snapshot camera, a little pocket camera
12. anti virus for my snaily COMPUTER argh
13. MATURITY
14. being a DJ for radio, aha i wish
15. TT TT TT TT TT TT BREAKTROUGH maimen
16. All those things up HAPPEN.

aaaaa wish pray wish
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RCT

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> ♥ Jalan jalan

> 23. Aku Suka .... (Deket ma sahabat ato Pacar)

> ♥ Teriak teriak ma temen

> 24. Aku Suka .... (Kampus ato Skull)

> ♥ skull? tengkorak kali

> 25. Aku Suka .... (SMA ato Kuliah)

> ♥ SMA lah, secara kuliah aja belom

> 26 Aku Suka .... (Nulis Blog ato Bulbo)

> ♥ Blog

> 27 Aku Suka .... (YM ato MSN)

> ♥ YM

> 28 Aku Suka .... (FS ato FB)

> ♥ FB

> 29. Aku Suka .... (Ngeduain ato diduain)

> ♥ Melimakan zetzet

> 30. Aku Suka .... (Januari ato Desember)

> ♥ MARET DOOONG

> 31. Aku Suka .... (Paris ato German)

> ♥ Djogja

> 32. Aku Suka .... (seksi ato cantik[co]macho atau ganteng [ce])

> ♥ RCT RPT DEH

wow

wow. ya wow. Saya masih terperangah nih.
Ceritanya, seperti biasa nih, aku pulang sekolah sore dengan mood pas-pasan. Badan capek dan laper (pdahal udah makan nasi teri loh), soalnya habis ada rapat men. Untungnya ada good news buat rapat kali ini (THANKS GOD), jadi ya aku lumayan bisa senyum deh haha.
Singkat cerita, hari berjalan seperti biasanya. Pulang sekolah langsung ke destinasi utama -KOMPUTER IBU- yang internetnya oke dan g morat marit kayak koneksi kompie lambreta tanpa antivirusku. As usual juga, ak buka Facebook.

Trus ak sok sok join group 'Fight Indonesian Alay' gitu deh. Soalnya aku emang gasuka bnget tuh liat liat bahasa FS yang :
1. "Aquwh tuch imoet, narcieszt, luthu", etc etc
2. "kuq cmandh viEw doAng? aDd dunn", etc etc
3. "agy 4pA niCh?" etc etc
pokokna malay beud zzz

nah nah dengan sok gahul, ak buka2 forum discussionnya. Eh ternyata ada postingan yg cukup menarik yg berjudul "The Huge List of ALAYERS". Iseng iseng kubuka tuh list. disitu ada alamat alamat URL orang2 yang dianggap alay mamen. Trus ak buka beberapa gitu.
Nah, ini nih bagian paling parah. Aku ngerasa kenal 1 URL yang ada disitu. Kayak familiar aja. I opened up those shit URL. And BINGO, my facebook home was opened. What the fuck what the hell banget. Shit. LMAO buat yang nulis deh. Emang sih, waktu itu profile pictku nggak banget. Jijay abis deh pokoknya. Emang alay sih fotoku. Tai ah tapi yang nulis, masa cman liat dari foto. Tai. Lah apa bukan dia yang alay? sok sok bikin postingan gitu. Niat banget. LEBAY **. HIPERBOLA.


HEMM. Im overload. Overload emotionally, physically.
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